What I’m doing now
This is a Now page. This page can also always be found at the permanent URL in the Now page directory.
Updated May 6, 2026, from my home in Salt Lake City.
Work
I am in my last term for my Masters of Arts program in Psychedelics and Consciousness Studies at the University of Ottawa.
I did my fieldwork with Yage (Ayahuasca) near Sasaima, Colombia. Now I’m working on my practicum with Psychedelia-Stiftung and graduating in July this year.
I recently started getting involved with Psymposia, the only organization I’m aware of doing actual autocritique in the field of psychedelic studies.
I’m working on Mindscape Collective, a database of 21,000+ peer-reviewed articles on psychedelics, meditation, dreaming, and consciousness exploration. It’s live, and updated periodically. I have ambitions for it that should manifest when I’m ready.
Self
I’m happy at home in SLC with family and community. Had an amazing 6 weeks in Asia 6 months ago, and will be heading back to Europe for a month this summer.
Camping, video gaming, fun technical projects, baking bread, and facing the hellish reality we live in head-on with absurdity and humor has been keeping me relaxed lately.
Reading
Enumerating what I’ve read since the last update is an impossible task, but I’ll list a few sticking in my mind.
- Technofeudalism by Yanis Varoufakis
- Sedated by James Davies
- Psychedelic Capitalism by Brownlee and Walby
- Simulacra and Simulation by Jean Baudrillard
- Haben oder Sein von Erich Fromm
- Anarcho-Indigenism by Dupuis-Deri & Pillet
- Capitalist Realism by Mark Fisher
- … And many more
This website
This website has existed in essentially this form for over a decade. The current set up is still working well, and it’s tough to justify a change. So I won’t!